national service life..

1st day stepping my leg to kem rimba taqwa sik,kedah..when i starts find my dorm..it rains heavily..silly me bring all my luggage go all the way up and find my room..when i managed to find it..i realised that there's not bed and locker for me..omg..feel like banging my head to the wall..
there are lotsa problems when i reached the kem..
-no water..
-monkeys with itchy hands which steal inner wear..
-floods in my room
-my room damn far
-the foods sucks
-the pathway is narrow
-i couldnt bath due to dirty water

sooner..i get to know alots of friends in the kem..i even meet someone i had a crush with..i dont know what is that guy feelings towards me..but i swear..i really keep on eye on him no matter what he do..even the way he stand..funny

i had gone through alot in kem..i get to learn what is cooperate..i'm so touched that people around me cared me alot eventhough we aint close that much..when i faced problem in breathing..i felt warm even though i'm scared with my own situation..i can sense people around me trying to help me..waste their energy and time to take care of me..thanks ah bing..and ah ngai..and mr.A

i did fever in kem too..so shameless..in ipoh din fever..go kem for national service go fever pulak..adui..the nurse din check my temperature and din even give me any medicine..gosh..i depend on myself to recover myself n lower down my body temperature by bath n drink more water..so brainless..

i pass motion with blood for 4 days..on the 5th days..i was sent to hospital..and then nurse took a syringe to take my blood..after take my blood..my whole body was pening pening and pale..i'm fobia with blood..even my own blood...geli lo..i vomitted also..mr.A text me after i came back from hospital..felt warmth again by him..easily get touched by his silly acts..or either i am the one who think too much..he also made hand language [ILOVEYOU] to me..awww...sweet de..
*p/s:i dont hope i'm the one who think too much.*

staying at kem make me feel warmth..eventhough every morning i have to wake up early and do exercise by running up n down hill..pt so many times..sit up..push up..yoga..i admit i gonna miss it when i end this national service..it aint as bad as othas ppl say..seriously do it..and u gonna enjoy the process of living in there..

me..living like myself at there..silly de..playfull de..rude de..no girlish style at all..but i kinda shocked that someone told me that..i'm not a faker..i'm just being myself..i was shocked that someone that i know less than 1 month can say out my real character..


29/4/2010


today i was suprised..kinda touched..hanging out with *him cause ah yin n ah ngai ffk me..chris n annie was late to join me..*he fetch me from the store n go to parade..v ate in kopitiam..in a surprise..both of us ordered the same meal..gosh..never expect this to happened..den v walk in popular n every single cd shop in parade..*he ahh..no manners..keep on gap lui..ish ish ish..i yau tam sum he will bored wo..walking with me..feel like cubit his ears kuat kuat..hahaxx..ganas wei..well..sending him off really make me wanna cry..it seems like my heart heavily seeing himgoing off..*he pulak kip on luk into my eyes ensuring me that he is going off le..when the times he should look at my eyes..he dont look..ng sai him look..he look look look...ishh..after i turn around and walk away..he called me..goshh...so sweet la wei..*he just like a killer for girls..XD XD XD asking me to bcarefull..and telling me dat he is going off le..owhh..
so hope that i can follow him..i enjoyed sitting behind him..eventhough i didnt hug his waist..argh..such a waste!!stupid de me..*u*
[i hope that there's more opportunity between us again]


well gonna end now...

i might sleep now..
the journey today ends..
bt it doesnt meant that the memories dies..
^^