IS me.

jamie lee is back in action.i start crap here now.Life in acs ipoh and taking my f6 is really really a hard pathway to walk on.I meet the wrong MR.right which i thought is the right one for me in the 1st place.silly huh.Life starts with all the hardworks and start forgetting my ns friends.everyone busy-ing themselves in life.but i admit i miss my ns life since it help in dieting..XD getting more rounded these days..

blogku..HE deleted me from his friends list.am i that irritating for him until he have to delete me?i miss the HE that i used to know.not the HE now.i'm so scared as if he is a totally stranger to me now.life is very funny.
we are strangers and then we become friends.from friends we become lovers.after lovers we become enemy and not we are stranger.
life is like a big round circle.everything is there.up and down all the times.is like one minute i am fine.one minute i'm not.
i miss the smiles.the kisses.the touch and the care.
one hand can't make any sound.i missed.but did HE?
i wonder is almost 3 months we ended everything yet it felt so close and fresh to me.just like it happened yesterday.we being together for 23days and it is a short period of time.i know the are not much things and memories there.but it is a valuable relationship i once had.1st time being pampered and spoilt by the one i love and cared.HE gave me alot of 1st time in my life.
HE is not handsome.not rich.not smart.suck voice.good at nothing bad in everything.

BUT

he have a heart to care.arms to hug and warmth.lips which kills the tears.sweet talk that can melt the sun.

he is a great guy.i don't want to remember the bad of him.in my head.i just want to keep the positive thoughts of mine about him.at least.one day when i sit down and recall my memories.i will be SMILED for he had been came through my life ONCE.
thanks for being there to care.memories.and hate me now.
let HER be your ANGEL.and i be the demon.is your wish.

*faker
*bitch
*not sincere.

[three words that YOU had categories me in front someone]

i don't really mean it when i say.
[YOU ARE JUST ONE OF MY UNWANTED TOYS]



i was figuring ways to get your attention.



-et the unspoken being sealed-